analyse??? haha... ok well i dunno if i can. hmm stuff has happened today... i hope tt wad i said will help lah. was so scared tt u would think tt im a big mouth when u msged me... haha but glad tt maybe it made things slightly better? i dunno. hope so...seems tt recently i dunno alot of stuff man... actually this business dun really involve me... but both are my close frens so i hope everything is fine :) yay. i got music fest tix! did gym today... sch gym well. no comments. but ok lah... den studied abit... greg really gets on my nerves sometimes. i think guys are qt insensitive esp stupid guys. like dun u have a brain in ur head??? wadeva man haha... ok anyway, im really running out of money!!! crapz. den have to pay sita on sunday summore. sighz. i think i need to learn to manage my money better!! haha... like duh rite.


i think tt frenship is a really complicated issue man. its like... i have my own share of frenship probs but hopefully im past them now... and i hope tt others will too! i think tt frenship does have to be reciprocated but also that its unconditional? qt wierd lah but i think for myself when i first step into a frenship its like unconditional... tt is i will try to be as good frens as i can no matter wad... and later on when we are good frens... or at least when i think e are den i expect the other person to feel tt too? itll be like really sad if i think someone is my good fren but if its not reciprocated... den no pt i guess... just move on... just like wad dex said... dexter is a case in pt. to me he is one of my best frens in vj... i can tell him almost everything even if he dun want to hear cos hes so easy to bully haha... but like i know tt he treats me like a fren too no matter how twisted his ways are of showing it. like he can be really sweet when he wants to be, and he does give good (albiet sometimes a little strange) advice...i mean tho i know tt his rj frens will always be first in his heart and all but with him i know tt i am his fren? tho sometimes he will like totally resist any mention of frenship and all but i know tt he dun mean it lah! and tts y hes my good fren and i know tt he will feel really wierd when he reads this haha but i think dexter is a real friend. and tts wad i mean... maybe frenships isnt so much abt the effort put in but abt the chemistry? like for me and dex i dun think we really put in tt much effort into our frenship and all... just tt we can talk and stuff so became gd frens... and soemtimes even if u try as hard as u can it wun work out cos the chemistry isnt dere. i think tt being a fren means accepting the person for hu he or she is and loving them no matter how irritating they are or no matter how many times they dun reply ur msgs. its like even if i get angry with my frens i wun ever like dislike them or stop being their fren just cos they pissed me off... and u noe pple say tt we shld all try to be better frens instead of wishing for better frens? well i dunno i think if u need to try to be a good fren to someone den its not really a real frenship... its like if u have to try kinda means tt its not natural rite? i dunno lah haha... confusing myself now :p